I miss my starbucks cup... =(
Speaking of sad things:
Those around me have been disappointing me lately. Perhaps my expectations are to high, but asking someone to follow through w/ their promises isn't a lot, is it?
I swallow the occasional mishaps/mistakes, etc, until they finally accumulate and I either a] explode and tell the person to fuck off and die, or b] give up and don't give a damn about them anymore. Sometimes both, in no particular order.
But then again, sometimes you're not in a position to let go of the person. So what do you do? Stick with them, ignore their "accidental offences" [in my eyes, there are no such things], and just live with it? In the end, I'll either end up compromising myself and cease to exist; if I don't voice my opinions & thoughs, then I might as well not exist. And what is the point of voicing an opinion or telling the person what they've done wrong when 1] it won't fix anything, b/c they will probably repeat what they did, and 2] when it shouldn't have happened in the first place? It just goes to show the lack of conscienciousness and respect that that person has for me in the first place.
Broken promises are my biggest pet peeves and perhaps the one factor that determines whether a person is worthy or not, in my eyes. No one deserves to be let down, especially by someone so close and supposedly cares so much for them.
I don't know what to do anymore... | 
my favorite pic of all. We're one big happy family!! rite Oppa? 
